For all my inner fighting and minor victories, I was KO'd by another 1.8 lbs over the course of the last week.
I'm pissed.
I ate a poached egg and a toasted english muffin at Mae's instead of one of their cheesy, delicious looking omelets thinking I was doing so well.
I'm sure the giant forkful of Nutella stuffed crepes didn't help the cause, but I remain pissed nonetheless.
I retaliated (against who?) last night and ate a cheesy, baconey, chicken club with french fries at Bob Evan's... and immediately felt sick and nauseated.
I'm back to writing everything down again, but I refuse to be happy about it! :)
It's very easy for me to get off track when I pretend there isn't a track at all... weird.
This week I am writing down every bite, taste, pinch, spoon and bit of food that I eat and using the Weight Watchers system to a T...
There is no quitting, there's no giving up, there's no lying down in the face of a fight. Goal #1 is still in the works and I will achieve it.
10lbs total and/or 5% down by next week. That's a 2.2 - 4.2 lb goal.
Wish me willpower!
I am confident in you to do this! Keep it up- it will pay off. PLUS you are getting healthier, even if the stupid scale is a moron.
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